Friday, January 4, 2008

A Good Reminder

Before I set some goals, some things to think about. My gift to you from Anthony Robbins.


Each New Year brings change:
  • New Commitments to your health.
  • Renewed dedication to the people you love.
  • New focus on how to spend your time.
These changes can sometimes feel frustrating, if not overwhelming at times. As you work to accomplish more in less time, don't lose sight of that you are in this world for a reason -- a magnificent one. Remember you set the rules for yourself. You are limited by nothing. It's time to create a masterpiece. It's time to celebrate and give more of yourself.

The 12 Tenets for Conscious Living in the New Year. You may just ponder these or one could change your life.

Live a life of service.
The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in service to others. Mahatma Ghandi

Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.
We need lots of love to forgive but we need much more humility to ask for forgiveness. Mother Theresa

Be Kind.
Life is short, but there is always time for courtesy. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Be Remarkable.
Shoot for the moon. If you miss, you'll land among the stars. Les Brown

Seek Unity.
Interdependence is and ought to be as much an ideal of man as self sufficiency. Mahatma Ghandi

Strive for Wisdom.
Science is organized knowledge. Wisdom is organized life. Immanuel Kant

Be Grateful.
When you are grateful, fears disappear and abundance appears. Tony Robbins

Think Critically.
The world we have created is a product of our thinking. It cannot be changed without changing our thinking. Albert Einstein

Be Brave.

You must do the thing you think you cannot. Eleanor Roosevelt

Be Humble.
Do you wish people to think well of you? Don't speak well of yourself. Blaise Pascal

Be Creative.
A creative person is motivated by the desire to achieve not by the desire to beat others. Ayn Rand


Be Present.
How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world. Anne Frank

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Can you say CAUCUS??

Picture by Brian Sawyer from Reuters

Watch for me on TV. I might be difficult to pick out since I am leaving the Cavegirl get up at home. But, I bet I'll be one of the younger ones. * hee hee *

I'll be doing my civic duty making sure you all get the right candidate!! :D

http://www.cagle.com/news/IowaCaucus2008/main.asp



3 easy miles yesterday -- slowed it down to complete all 3 with no walking.
(yes it is possible to run even slower than I normally do.)
39:06
That's okay. That's where I am today.

And tonight, I'll be at CAUCUS EXTRAVAGANZA.
Update: HUGE HUGE turn-out!! I could not believe the people on both sides of the aisle. (old veterans of the process were saying at least 4x the people over last time at my site, although I don't think the news supported that number across the whole state.) I guess that goes to show you that when no clear front runner or incumbent is involved, people get out there. Iowa has spoken. I found it all so interesting and intriguing. Whether you like that it was here or not, it certainly was cool to be a part of it. I came within feet of a candidate and enjoyed just seeing all the national media coverage from downtown Des Moines. So cool!! BTW, Huckabee was the only candidate that mentioned marathons in his speech. :D

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

2007

Before 2007, I was a runner girl wanna-be, an on again, off again runner, dieter, and work out girl who had run a few 5ks. I started off the year really no different. This may be longer than some other recaps but I think it will do me good to write about it and look back, learn and re-motivate. This is first and fore most, for me, but you are welcome to read it if you have the time.

January and February (approximately 75 miles??)
I started off in January and February being pretty serious about a total body workout regimen which included cardio, weight machines and some toning exercises. I logged more "steps" on the company wellness website than ever. I had used Favorite Run to track mileage when I just went out for a run, but did not use it for mileage that occurred as part of working out. I began to see noticeable results and become a fitness mag junky.

March and April (maybe 30 miles???)
These months included the good fortune of some award trips that will never be forgotten. Running was forgotten but the trips were fabulous. We went to Palm Springs and Italy. Unfortunately the forgotten resolve to be fit and have six pack abs, as well as the loads of pasta and nonstop eating all over Italy led to some unwanted pounds that I have struggled with the rest of the year. I realize that I had the bulk of the bulk off but let go of it here, and then spent the remainder of the year heavier than I wanted to be.

There are many amazing memories of pizza by the Grand Canal, sleeper trains, take out delivered via moped, fountains, Coliseum, ruins, St. Peter in Chains, the Vatican and the beautiful private estate where our gala was held. However, one of my favorite memories is taking an article from Runner's World that gives you running routes from different cities and basically following it on an adventure with my husband at the crack of dawn. Unforgettable. (not truly a run, but ranks right up there as one of my favorite routes and experiences of 2007).

May (14 miles) and June ( 37.4 miles)
The poundage led to me trying to run again and hubby coming up with the grand idea of following the Nonrunner's Guide together. I trained to get ready for the schedule and actually logged some miles with the onset of planned regular running. - my attempt to be Regular Runner Girl and Marathon Girl.

July (77.5 miles) and August (101.7 miles)
These months were spent in a total zone, both hubby and I following the training schedule despite travel, rain, or busy schedules. We experimented with all the gear and nutrition and hydration and lived and breathed it for awhile. Hubby started this blog for me and I was opened up to a new world of friends and support!!

July included major accomplishments, dedicated running while on a business trip, first 7 miler, first 8 miler and one amazing run that taught me so much. I realized that negative thoughts will flow if you let them, but you can beat them back if you want to. By the end of the run, I was beating the uglies back with a club and Cavegirl was born. People all over the net (well okay, a few of my nearest and dearest blogging buddies) :D have borrowed the club on numerous occasions to beat back self doubt and nasty negative self talk. Amy, this is a favorite run for sure!

The best part is I have a lot of trouble with negativity in my personal life and this (and running in general) started to teach me that I can change it. You can see references to this in the tag line of my blog and is primarly why I don’t change it. I work at it literally every day and thankfully found a man/saint who will put up with me and even love me on this journey.

August brought our first 14 miler which proceeded to derail both of us. Weird that it happened in the same week. Curt's heel and my feet pretty much exploded, he had to stop and I had to cut way back. We both sought out professionals with limited to some success. I kept on somewhat of a schedule but reluctantly let go of the Full Mary dream for October 21st. It was difficult, but we did feel a sense of accomplishment that we had come so far and were starting to feel like runners. Some of the best times were spent on the porch with the kids waiting for each other to return and cheer for the latest long run accomplishment.


September (88.3 miles)
I met blogging buddies, Amy and Tom, and found immediate friendships and support from both. I ran my first longer than 5k race (Capital Pursuit), a 10 miler in a fast crowd, and it was absolutely unforgettable -- heartbreaking in a way to realize just how far at the back of the pack I would be but incredible to experience and showed me what I might be made of. Thanks, Tom, for the encouragement to do this race, and wonderful race crew family for keeping me company behind the cop car. :D I tried to hold on to the precious base despite constant nagging hip pain and feet that would blow up when I ran long, but basked in the memory of that 10 miler where I held a constant 12 pace and kept my spirits up.


October (49.8 miles)
I relied on the base I had built to run the Des Moines IMT Half Marathon and I will certainly never forget the feeling of accomplishment. It was amazing although I still felt like a fish out of water and ended up at the way back of the pack with the old gals, the old men and the big girls. Sadly, I think I am one of the latter. I did finish in under 3 hours which had been a goal. My feet held out somewhat well, but my hip continued to hurt.

October also included another favorite run. Tom and Amy opened Runner’s Lounge and we had a celebratory jaunt around a favorite lake. Cavegirl was spotted and even made the Des Moines Register later as she greeted fellow blogger friend, Bowulf. I also made a lackluster showing at Race for the Cure 5k.

November (15.8)

The big plunge in mileage with nothing on the schedule and the hip still nagging. I did have some accomplishments as I ramped up physical therapy and core work and the feet actually started to improve with orthotics but the hip issue continues. I had one amazing plank when it really counted! I decided I better get a race on the calendar pronto to keep some mileage up but still the miles suffered.

December (20 miles)
I hung in there to race and host 8 on the 8th and had an absolute ball, both realizing I could still do the miles and putting together the race results. Travel (fabulous award trip to NYC) and holiday chaos ensued, then a major back spasm put me out of commission for 2 - 3 weeks (doing laundry of all things!). Physical Therapy and mileage went to hell in a handbasket. I tried to salvage my dignity with a couple runs at the end of the month while my back was healing, but they showed me just how far I have slipped.

I also realized that I really really need to have a training schedule and something on the calendar. I promptly came up with 9 on the 9th (of February): Sweetheart Shuffle, another Virtual Race for ME and ALL OF YOU :D. (Thank you Curtis for indulging me the amount of time that this takes to put together. He knows how much the running means to me and how much fun the creative side is for me to exercise as well.)

Oh yeah, and as if I wasn't already feeling old and questioning myself, I turned 40. With the decline in miles and the increase in holiday eating, the weight is as high as it has been this year. In a way, I finish the year how I started it, on again, off again, sporadic dieting…

So, admittedly some defeats, but also some major accomplishments. Two longer races under my belt, orthotics to help my feet, more miles than I have ever done, great friends met, uncovered a positive attitude that I didn't know I had and tried to parlay it into other areas of my life. I think this gives me somewhere around 510 miles for the year... and several realizations:

1. I am capable of being a runner
2. I still have a long way to go
3. I can still let it slip away even after working like a dog to build a base
4. Travel can throw me off if I don't have a schedule
5. My body is very efficient at storing energy….I can’t keep eating everything I want

6. I can run a HM for sure, maybe more - for now I am HALF MARATHON GIRL
7. I love blogging and running, both have done so much for me

I have a lot of work to do in 2008, but it can be really great if I seize the opportunity, both in running and in personal things. 40/2008 will be what I make it.

Monday, December 31, 2007

Just Keep Doing It

Treadmill for 60 minutes
hip/back - shaky
shape - sickening
attire - censored
run - sad
Law and Order Criminal Intent Marathon - Scary and sadistic but also a savior

mile 1 - 13:00
.25 mile - walk
mile 2 - 12:00
.75 mile - walk
mile 3 - 11:40
.25 mile - walk




Thanks for all the great birthday wishes. I had a nice day and we took the kids to an ISU Cyclone game. They had a ball giving Cy high fives and bugging us until we bought them foam fingers. I hope to make 40 my best year yet, and not just on the running front. Thanks to all of you who have come on this journey with me. I really appreciate your wisdom, support, enthusiasm and friendship. I'm so looking forward to 2008. I hope to have a recap and some goals posted soon.




Please everyone have a great time tonight but be safe and don't forget to hydrate :D

Saturday, December 29, 2007

It's the Eve of Something Big


i wish i were younger
i wish i had less wrinkles
i wish i had less pounds
i wish 07 had been my marathon year
i wish i had learned so many lessons so much sooner
some, i am still learning
but oh, what i do have....
i am so so blessed.
1 wonderful amazing man
2 sweet little men
who will still cuddle mom and say,
"that's enough kisses, mom!"
love my house,
great job, amazing boss, the best co-workers,
even great in-laws (can you imagine?)
and 2008 waiting for me
and whatever i want to do.
40 ain't so bad.

Friday, December 28, 2007

Just Do It

Mile 1 - 12:30
.25 - walk
Mile 2 - 12:15
.25 - walk
Mile 3 - 12:10
.5 - walk

Thursday, December 27, 2007